December 2008
i need dan a lot right now.
but idk where he is, who he’s with, what he’s doing or how he’s feeling.
and he doesn’t know how shit everything has become here in sunny southend.
i miss my baby. i’m craving the future.
soon i will take a photograph
because katie bought me the Joe Trohman doll for Christmas.
i then cut out wings and a halo from pretty card and decorated it a bit.
and now Joe Trohman is the angel on the top of our Christmas tree.
he looks awesome up there.
I hope my baby is okay.
And by baby I mean my wonderful boyfriend. I haven’t been popping children out.
I think I just planned my life.
After SHSG:
Two years at SEEVIC, studying:
Classical Civilisation
English Combined
ICT
Sociology (AS Level)
Then, hopefully after A-level results of BBB+, I want to go to City University of London and study Speech & Language Therapy. The NHS will pay my tuition fees and I will be left with a degree and an amazing job.
BOOYA.
I got M&G again!!
I’m so happy.
I’ve missed Joe’s presence.
:D